Chappy 2

"I got out of be the next moring. To find a note from my Dad. ''Gone to work early. Leaving you to do whatver. Hate you. Dad.''. Guh, as If he couldn't end the letter with anything different.
I had my breakfast and got ready as usual. And took out my packed bags from the night before, and by 10:00am I was walking to the park, Ipod in hand, earphones in.
I went to sit on the bench, the scenery behind me was gorgeous. A water fountain. Brilliant. I began to cry.
I cried and cried. I wouldn't stop. I heard a car door shut, and footsteps coming closer and closer. Then they stopped.
''Are you ok?'' They said. I knew I'd heard that voice before. I just didn't care. I couldn't get my head round it after so much crying. I wiped my tears.
''No.'' I replied.
There was silence for a while. I never looked at them, I just kept looking away. I looked at the birds and the greenery around me. I was boiling on my face from crying. I tucked my hair behind my ears. They must've noticed my earphones.
''What you been listening to?'' They asked. Obviously curious.
''Tokio Hotel'' I said, with a little whimper in my voice. I turned to them as I said it.
I looked at them, amazed at how I couldn't tell who it was before. Sat on the arm of the bench, they smiled and replied.
''What an excellent choice.''"

Ill be there. Chappy 1!

"They always told me I was a good child. I never cried too much, I was never sick when I shouldn't be, I was never skiving school.
That was when they were both here.
''Jumbie!'' I heard my Dad call. That was what everyone called me, no one called me Holly anymore, even my Dad. It was 7:30 in the morning, time to get up, then learning. I'm home schooled. My Dad lost the plot when Mum died. I was 7.
''If you don't finish that, you'll get the ruler.'' He said. He liked to beat me, abuse me, everything he could hurt me with, he did.
''Yes Dad.'' I replied. I knew I'd get it anyway. I finished my toast and my Dad pulled me towards him. He hit me with the ruler, Of course.
I went up to my room to get dressed and turned on my Ipod. Not so typical music choices for a 14 year old girl from Sheffield were on it. I liked the music though, and the people who made it.
''Come ON Jumbie!'' Dad screamed from down the stairs. By the time I got down there he had all my learning equipment out. Today was Friday. So I only had today to suffer with it, then I had freedom tommorow.
My dad only works on weekends. Which allows me to have time off like a normal person would. But of course Im not a normal person. You've probably figured that out already.
So we sat, I worked, my Dad hit. Just a couple of extra bruises here and there, nothing compared to what I already have.
We ate dinner and Dad left me to my own devices. That ment more music, more time to stare at the bruises.
I cried, like I always did, and decided I had to get out of there. I'd worked the whole thing out, and by that time. I was really tired.
''Tommorow'', I muttered under my breath. I fell asleep not long after."

They CARE! :]

Recently posting a Kaulitz Twins AND a video of Bill on the catwalk. This is like a christmas present to Stardoll-TokioHotel-Fans (:

Are stardoll bribing us to become superstar?

Im seriously ashamed in stardoll.

They are creating more and more and more things that are JUST for superstars.

Like they're bribing us to tears.

Recently. They launched 'Super star only' hairstyles.

Personally I adore these. But recently loosing my superstar membership I can't join in the fun of trying them out. :[

Helyoo.

Decided to post a random hello. (:
And to tell you I'll be trying to post some schiesse.
Anyways!
KEEP ON COMING XD

World Behind My Wall / Lass uns laufen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yy_bJxWfD4c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcTBPTrhfx4
I expected there to be differences...but not that many.
Still love the videos though ;)

Just because im loving Bill's hair down :)

What a brilliant way to start :)
This is what you get when i cant think of anything good to post :)